There I was, looking at one of the most beautiful women I ever seen(honest). So naturally I hit her up. I introduced myself and as did she. After some talks, turns out she's from Latvia. Her accent was still hevy but man what a huge turn on. After a few days I find out she's heavy into the gym and naturally I get a boner. We started working out together and hit it off. Things were great. We went on a date, she met the family, we made hanky panky in my bed.I usually pull out, even with a condom. Not this time, I've never felt so alive.
A few months go by, then today it's a complete one fuckin eighty. Completely flips the script. Decides she doesn't feel a connection(in my opinion, a lie) and says I don't deserve to be held down because she doesn't know what she wants out of life. I mean, she's a college basketball assistant coach, a college student, and a part time worker. I can respect the fact she doesn't know. I can respect the fact she hasn't figured out where she wants to go in life. I can respect it all. Im not mad, we were never officially together. I felt it though.
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Man it hurts. For not officially being together, it hurts.