by Kein » Sep 11, '14, 12:15 pm
I was 14 years old, grade 9. It was my late start day in school (we had block schedule, so instead of doing every class every day, we did half our classes for twice as long every other day, usually 8 class slots total but everyone always had 6 classes, so all students had either a gap in the schedule, a late start, or early release) and I just walked into my sisters room to tell her I was heading out. She told me a plane crashed into one of the towers. I shrugged and said "seeya, I'm going to class" and got on a bus ride to school.
When I arrived in school things seemed fairly normal in the halls but when I got to my class the TV was on and people were all talking about what was going on. I didn't think it was that big of a deal, it definitely sucked knowing so many people had died on that plane, and the people in the office it hit. Then the news got a lil frantic saying another plane was approaching, it hit, and I remember everyone made a slight scream/oooh noise, kinda like the sound you hear when everyone see's someone get hurt badly. That was a bit different, seeing an actual plane, second one at that, hit the building. Everyone knew something was up, this wasn't a freak accident like the first. People were more curious, and shocked, than just bewildered by what was originally a possible unexplained anomaly. The building collapsed and that's when people really started going from shocked and worried to just a bit more out of control. Everyone was on their cell, trying to get a hold of family, people were borderline crying knowing some family were very likely involved in the incident. School was let out early, I went home on the bus, and everyone kept talking. I don't remember exactly when but news also surfaced the pentagon was hit.
I got home and got on my computer and chatted with a friend or two, one of them told me "watch out for them palestines" and another said "fuck pasletinians" and that "99% of the evidence pointed towards them." I thought the train of thought was ridiculous, there was no real evidence anywhere, yes, they were cheering, and that's messed up, but it doesn't mean it was their fault. It bothered me people were jumping to conclusions so fast, and suddenly a couple of my friends "love this country, I love America" and such. These thoughts never surfaced before, and suddenly they loved the country they always complained about and said it was a jacked up place with laws that made no sense. I guess my genuine feeling on my friends reaction to this event, was disappointment. I am not a patriotic person personally, but I give respect where it is due. I felt like there was just, so much bandwagon mentality flooding the minds, and people just weren't thinking for themselves. Weren't thinking logically, weren't thinking rationally, some I felt just.. I dunno. It was irritating to hear.
Overall, the day to me was fairly normal aside from getting out of school early. I didn't go training, because my family was concerned about my aunt and uncle who lived/worked close to the vicinity of the incident and we couldn't get a hold of them. Some things I remember clearly, some details I can't remember. I felt like (and in some ways still do) the situation as a whole, is a big deal, but also not. It is a big deal, but I think a lot of it, is a big deal for the wrong reasons. It changed our world, it changed the US, in my opinion more negatively than positive. It made us band together, and it made us fight ourselves. People loved New York, people supported each other emotionally. People in school got comments on their skin, airport security got stupid. Everyone had an opinion, and in the end a lot of it meant nothing. I was just disappointed.