by Ali » Oct 26, '13, 10:44 am
I am not a fan, because all of my direct family lives overseas. So what I get are all the Extended Family. Now, I like some of them, and if it's only two or three people, I'm cool with it. But when that number gets above six, and it has been as many as twenty, I start to go a little nuts. First of all, there is barely anyone around my age that I can identify with, so I usually end up feeling alienated because I have nothing to discuss, but they all come to talk to me simply because I'm the "special person in the wheelchair". Second, because I'm a fan of video games and movies, they think they can stick the young kids with me, but I can't stand them. All the girls are quiet, polite, and very well-behaved, but all the boys are entitled little s*its who are given everything they demand! Me and my parents have put our foot down on this, but they're still annoying. But the worst part is that apparently these people have never heard of a hotel, so when it's 10-20 people staying for up to a week, they're all crowding the house. And for me, who needs my personal space to stay somewhat sane, this is a bad thing.
One time, a few years back, we had one of these gatherings with 20 people. I was going through a bad space, college was getting increasingly frustrating, everything was piling up, I was seeing a psychiatrist because I had recently been diagnosed with depression, and then this. I really needed some time alone, I needed space to myself, but no, everyone has to be here and be loud. So I get someone to give me my iPod and headphones, and go to another part of the house to just chill out with my music, but no! People find me, ask me why I'm not with everyone, what's wrong. I tell them I want to be left alone, they don't seem to get it and keep coming. Eventually, I just snap, so I go out to where they're all eating, and I just start yelling at them, culminating with a giant, "GET THE F*CK OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
It's funny how when you have a psychotic break and let people see just how stressed and crazy you actually are, people start cooperating with you. They have not stopped apologizing to me since. We still have big gatherings occasionally, and my life has considerably mellowed out, but now they're a bit more aware of my... "personality". We just say hi, talk a bit, and that's it. People now know that if I want to talk, I'll come to you. Otherwise, just let me have some space.
Credit to SKS for the new Waluigi World Order!
My movie rating scale:
- AMAZINGLY AWESOME!!!
- Great
- Good
- Enjoyable Crap
- Crap
- I WILL KILL EVERYONE INVOLVED WITH THIS PRODUCTION
Last movie seen -
Inside Out; Rating - Amazingly Awesome