by Viazon » Mar 30, '17, 9:28 am
Everything. I daydream a lot and wanted to be anything and everything that I thought would be cool. I have wanted to be a wrestler, an actor, a singer, a break dancer, a footballer, a stand up comic, an artist,a chef, a writer, a director, etc.
Problem is, I have no talent in any single one of those fields. At least, I don't think I do. I never really ever tried. Who knows what I could have achieved if I just tried more. Maybe if I really was able to figure out what I truly wanted to do, I could have stuck at it and give it a go.
The closest I ever came to trying to do something was doing media studies at collage. I just knew that was a course you had to take to get involved with making movies. And I enjoyed it. To this day I will never know why I never carried on with it. I got offered a full time job where I was working at the time. Full time meant more money. More money meant more partying. In hindsight, it wasn't the smartest decision.
Now, I would like to realistically find something better that I would enjoy, but I still am not too sure what I really want. I have been tying to learn more about computers lately. Maybe that could lead to something. Who knows. In the meantime, an inventory operations controller and a pharmaceutical warehouse is good enough, I guess.